28.2.08

...No... I'm fine, no, really...



28.02.08
Uvieu,España


....about 8.30 pm one long and emotionally
charged year ago, "They" opened the big green steel door
to the street in front of the concentration camp
and asking me, a basically destroyed "illegal" human
" We did'nt treat you bad, did we ?" murmured the fat cop
I'd named " 50 cents " as he stole 50 cents from
me in a tobacco deal one day...
tobacco was banned you know...

Yeah Brother,
piasano mio,
ya'll tried your worst an ya
failed horribly... givin' up without
honor or grace.
I never, for a minute believed ya'll would
treat people like that...
preachin' all that "respect" stuff an all
...and I will betcha' theres a special
place in hell waitin'for ya'll,
so I do.

The hero's remain the center.
Thanks.
Ya'll know who you are, so I won't go into
the long list...
but you few,
The girl, those lawyers
and the family in España,
warriors, so they are...
all still fresh and respected
and marked in my fone book
forever...

Still a bit fucked in the head
from all this, but only alittle
fucked
in
the
head...
thats nothing...been thru worse.
There's others though, still a sufferin' the electorialistic
redreric of the left and right...

...62 euros a day per head, for 3 euros
worth of " care and maintenance "...for 40 day's...
Immigrants caught in the web,
are rentable,in the big picture of things
so they are..

Ugly shit brothers and
sisters,
but
that's the way it is...
I've accepted it
more or less
That's that.

The criminals remain free
and their seemingly,
but assumably,
behind that mis justice,
against the immigrant,
that's me...and that's the way it is.

" Do your worst ". I say.
It's been tried before and didn't work.
I am not your typical immigrant...
I bite
have mean lawyers
and know
whom to trust,
after 9 years and 128 day's in ths
weird and beautifully complicated country...
I await your apologies...
in writing works better for me,
if'n yer gettin' my drift...

Other than that, I remain in search of
about 10,000 bucks,( down from 20,000 )
most currencies will work,
just tryin' to get on with it you know...
projects goin on
an all...
There's paintings and accommodations waitin'
...you've never eaten food like this before...
and the girl's are the most beautiful, and as
dangerous as anywhere I have ever been or seen...
A trap waitin' to be tripped
for most of you,
so, you are forewarned...


I remain in love, and have respect for the Gods
that conspired to have me, a poor, but famous artist
sittin' here Free, today, so I do.


...That was a real live fuckin' freak show, so it was...

...The big green door closed behind me.
The end of a tragic Greek comedy...
The sunset was what I remembered of Malaga
back in 2000, bloody red and fire orange...
...I asked this junkie where a brother
could get a taxi around here...?
He pointed up the way,
somewhere up thata way...

All good.
I was free and had all night...
I will never forget that sensation
as long as I live...


be well todo mundo,

J.Level


...and S.C., I still invite your call. I'm
not hard to find,everyone knows, just ask...

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