" My Public Apoligy "

25.09.07
Uvieu,España


Recived a note from the folks at Yahoo. Someone was offened by something I wrote and ratted me out.
I wrote " You are a racist moron...and not illegal ? Go figure." The indignant, asked about illegal aliens remaining " Criminals"
even after 10-20 years in America..." The indignant went on about pell grants, and Washington's "Dream plan..." blah blah blah....Another one that deserves to be where he is. A trailer park, a case a tall boys, and thank God, no passport. Enjoy.

Everyone is aware of my story, you know R.M.V.M, The State, The Sub Delegation, cops , lawyers , concentration camps, failed deportation flights...And, The Girl, My lawyers, The Fat Angel Cop whom pocketed my passport, thus saving my ass, and the eventual surrender by The State, my papers, and the right to get back to the life I'd been living for the past 8 years....I am blessed, and where i wish to be. 8 years without documents, and never felt illegal. Well, I write some things that piss a few folks off, like the Racist moron " Allen-a " for example... breath Allen ...deep breaths brother... there ya go, yer doin' fine....
" NO HUMAN BEING IS ILLEGAL." I wrote. OOOPS!, was that a crime...?

Everyone knows that racist morons are like cancer... But the "Yahoo family", they evidently don't... deep breaths Allan-a. Deep breaths....

Be well todo mundo... you too Allan -A.

J.Level
(Jlevel77@yahoo.com)

...Sittin' with Jorge, Patchi and Dan...

25.09.07
Uvieu,España

The boys invited me to have a sit.
" Been readin' yer stuff..." said Jorge.
" Where yer headed, my young friend,
may get your ass in the ringer... aahh,
yer understandin' what i'm tryin' ta git across
to ya chaval...? " he asked...

pregnant silence

The silence was broken by Dan,
" Gotta lite ? " he asked.
" Way I see it, you've been fucked. Gonna be fucked,
and hell, who has'nt been fucked ? Get over it.... " Dan...growled.
" Leave the brother be..." spouted Patchi, reacing acrossed
and giving me a dope slap...
" Listen you little moron, ( dope slap)
what you got here now is... ( " ...yeah , thanks. Puff- cough)
excuse me... cough-hac-hacka-cough..great- cough -shit- hack-man...
Where was i ? cough...
oh, yeah...(dope slap )
What you have here is not only those documents,
but the bleedin' right TO GET ON WITH IT ALREADY!!!
(5 consectutive dope slaps)...Patchi injected " lovingly".

I have learned there many ways to see a thing...
an occurance
a play, a tragady
a friend, an atrocity, a scam,
a dope slap ..or 7, from a loving friend

" Time to get on with it already..." i said.
" Probably time..." weezed Patchi.
" Yep." coughed Dan.
" Hey ! let's go drink some beers...." invited Jorge...



be well todo mundo...
J.Level
the painting:" Jorge, Patchi, Dan an I, in Alives, España
2004..." 30x40cm 600 euros

..." it was only 32 days..." part 2

24.09.07
Uvieu,España

Will leave this image floatin'
you decide. Not the Malaga
I remember from January 2000.
There are at least 150 badly
informed souls within those walls
as i write this
workers and artists
Workers and artists...
an atrocity.

J.Level
213/325
foto©jpl "From the stairs looking toward the mountains..."
centro de internimento de inmigrantes "capuchino"
Malaga, Spain Feb.2007

"...It was only 32 days ....."

23.09.07
Uvieu,España

....Was only 32 day's
Their worst was tried, and tried...and it did'nt work. Fine. But, the memory won't go away. The indignation remains, the damage to my family, the ever widening of the rift between the closest of my inturno...A surreal year. The State has acted with impunity, that is clear. They attack the most vunerable, with the least resources...Choosing this poor artist to abuse
was a mistake. The many miricles that have me sittin' here now, insted of sittin' there in America, are greatly appericated.
The acts of union and solidaridy, unknown until now are responsible. The Girl, my hero. My Father, my hero. The fat policia national whom pocketed my passport at the last second, my hero....The experts.

Last night I was told, and not very kindly, that i should drop the whole thing and go on like i'm NOT indignant, nor looking for responsibilities for crimes commited aginst myself and about 50,000 others.... i've the sufficent fotos and material
to make some heads roll. The State hunted me.The State imprisoned, tourtured, humilliated, and lied. I was simply having some administrative problems...like parking tickets or the dog without a license...

How does one forget an experience like... being chained and being put abord an airplane to New York aginst your will. Your being deported from a country you've lived in for 8 years, you've nothing. It's all been taken away, aginst International law, and the Geneva Convention... Being held political prisoner, under an order of expulsion, in a hidden concentration camp a 1000 km from ones lawyers and family...They acted illegally, and should be held responsible for their actions...No? What ? just lie down and go quietly ?... not bloody likely.

And should it just be dropped and forgotten when the tools for change, are present and ready ? It's been a very long year, Domingo, my dear friend. A very long and weird year.
The Freakshow continues...

J.Level
213/325
©spl2007

The Freakshow continues...part 121

21.09.07
Uvieu,España

Weird week in the rainy city.
The fiestas of San Mateo
rage on
roamin' gangs of cute girls
in mini skirts
sing drunkenly until...
well, around now
7:46 am in the Plaza Fontan
infront of our house
I asked the girl " Why are all these people in my
front yard, screamin' and singin' til 7:49 am..?
" It's not your yard...." she said.
another fiesta today, everythings closed...There
are something like 6,987,934 a year here, España.
Then sunday a concert in the Plaza De la Inglesa GRANDE,
La Pantoja!!!!!!!
you'd have to be from here to understand...
she sing and dances flameco, latin ballads
launders black money, kicks and spits at the Paparizzi
cameras flyin', microphones squashed, reporters cryin'...
she goes to jail and gets out. The public is SHOCKED
but Julian her boyfriend,
the mafioso, he stays in...was the mayor of Marbella you know..
and was married to Mitay..who went to jail also for a few
big glad bags "Garden Sized" filled with money...
La Pantoja....she married a bullfighter..."don' they all..."
said the girl "Don't they All..."

The Freak show continues...
Whatta weird place.
España.

Be well todo mundo.

J.Level
(jlevel77@yahoo.com)
The painting; "Las hermanas Suarez" 60x54cm oil/ canvas 800 euros
©spl2007

" 49 guy's waitin' to throw a painting out a window "

18.09.07
Uvieu,España


The snakes keep invadin' our lawn
everyone's feelin' it
washin' on over
" You kill the snake...! "
" NO !!! You kill the snake...! "

It does'nt matter who kills the snake
as long as the snake gets killed.... or no ?

.... I, with about 29 others watched my sister-in-law
rock the " Antigua Estation" the other night. 2
2 girls
drums and bass
tore thru 30 minutes
like goddesess of punk rock
noise...
Dressed in black so we all we're
just like Jonny Cash
we smoked and the kids slammed
around this old rocker...
" Hey motherfucker, watch it .. (mean stare)

In the end
my sister-in-law
destroyed her drum set
it was an historic moment
and she left with but a few
scrapes and scratches...
the next day she showed with a cool
punk rock black eye...
" MAN, you's da shit man..."
i said.
" TE JODIS !!!!!!!!" she growled
hung over like a
big dog...
Goddesess of the barrio.
Its the beginning of
another Freakshow...
i'm bustin' out the video camera
and some old ideas...
...Domingo,
sometimes i wish Marco
was here...
another beer?
I could surely use another...
The Freakshow continues....



Be well todo mundo...
J.Level
(jlevel77@yahoo.com)
painting: ( Detail)" 249 guys waiting to throw a painting out a window "
155X54 oil/canvas 1200 euros

".....So, Moe was sayin' to me...." part 198

16.09.07
Uvieu,España

" Look for the fastest thing you can find...
and get on it..."

Probably some good advice.

be well todo mundo....
J.Level
( jlevel77@yahoo.com)
this is the 100th entry
who's reading?
Are blogs usless?
Can? Would? Hummmmmmm?

The Freakshow continues....part 15

14.09.07
Uvieu,España

The Freakshow continues....
Speakin' with Tomas yesterday the topic was
as glummy as this weekends snow storm
commin' up...
We have decided that it is just not worth the time
educating these weird and strange folk...
" You can sell them landscapes... as long as it's
title referes to something they know..." said Tomas.
" How simply boring "
" Not dealing with rocket scientists here brother..."
" Nope. We aint' dealin' with rocket scientists here,
that you can be sure..."

our experts are again studying the situation....
Their rocket scientists, we can trust them...
I do.

Be well todo mundo....Help me find a way to download fotos from
my Nokia N70 to this dear little iBook os x 10.3.9.......
Little Timmy Knows, but won't give me an appointment...
J.Level
(jlevel77@yahoo.com)

" It's San Mateo again, I think of this painting....."

11.09.07
Uvieu,España

Another Fiesta in the
rainy city begins next week
San Mateo
That means beer and bullfights
music in the plaza of
that big church over there
It means beer
It means bodies in the street
after much beer
and the anti-bullfight crew
with their cool leather jackets
in the bars at night
eatin' ham and drinkin'....
Beer.
San Mateo.
I think of this....
this stolen painting,
one of better of that year
of our lord 2006.
We all know where it's
stashed,
don't we, Señora.
Sombody always talks, 

so they do...

Be well todo mundo,
J.Level

painting: " San Mateo no.4" 60x73 oil/canvas (Stolen)

...only a few fuckin' mosquitos.....

03.09.07
Uvieu,España

"...so it was like we were in fuckin' Florida..."
" Mosqutios ? "
" More like the entire State flew on over is more like it..."
" HUH! you should try Cambodia...."
" Well you should see Mexico..."
" Fuckin' mosquitos..."
" Fuckin' mosquitos..."
" ...!!! THAT'S IT !!! I'm puttin' on the fuckin' white suit
and it's gonna be like fuckin' Bapal in a minute hon...
Yes dear, now's a good time to put on yer gas mask.
NO! NO! it goes on the other way... thats good girl..."

Be well todo mundo...
J.Level
(jlevel77@yahoo.com)

....and Little Timmy screamed " When I grow up, I'm gonna be a State worker !!!" (or when he gets his papers...)

01.09.07
Uvieu, España

Watching the woman with the mustash
acrossed the counter
at the immigration office today...
The mustash said...
" ...Huh! look it's 1:30..."
" ...Huh! Theres a 6.86 fee... sorry...Huh. "
" ... No. That's impossible at this time."
" ...Maybe in 6 to 8 weeks. Probably more like 12 to 14. huh..."
" ...NO !. NEXT !!!! "
" ... Can't you see i'm readin da paper here...? "
I left with a definet "Maybe", reluctatly given from behind
today's" El Mundo".... Huh.

Little Timmy set up an office in a tent
built under the diningroom table.
He had a fake mustash pasted crookedly on his
normally angelic face...
and would not see anyone without an appointment...
" ...But we can get around that...huh, if you know what I mean
wink wink nudge nudge..."
Little Timmy will go far...or nowhere. Huh.


Be well todo mundo...
J.Level
( Jlevel77@yahoo.com